super:"(

i'm so sorry, ididnt reply and hadnt voice w/ you
this's from my deep
and so hurting me
i feel you've changed so fast
i just consider that you are not you were
but everyone having that before i got

remembering you make me crying
and i just wanna say that i miss you so damn
even this year or not
but i wanna have a time with you

16th, 20th

Dear Bella, 

Happy Birthday.
Many things have changed over the years but you're still the same great person you always have been. Inside every older person is a younger person wondering what happened. Wisdom doesn't necessarily come with age. Sometimes age just shows up all by itself. We grow too soon old and too late smart.

Hope lovely surprises are coming your way
To make your Birthday a wonderful day
Smiles and laughter, joy and cheer

New happiness that stays throughout the year
Hope your birthday brings all these and more
Filling life with surprise and joys galore!

So on this very special day
I would like to say to you
I hope you'll always find happiness
In whatever you may do.

Another candle on your cake
Well there's no need to pout
Be glad that you have strength enough
To blow them all out!

Wishing you your happiest birthday yet
A birthday too special To ever forget.
So many wishes
So many smiles
Too many memories
Too few words
With one big Birthday
Happy Birthday!

It's your birthday and I can't be there
But I'll send you a special birthday wish and a little prayer
Have a happy birthday

I hope that all of your birthday wishes come true
May you have a great time today and find happiness in everything you do.

Happy Birthday form the heart
Cause that's where all great wishes start....................


wooooooooooooow, thank you very much Pak Abu :D

sakitKu2

Hati ini mulai teriris kembali,
bukan-nya aku tak mau mengobati
Tapi hari ini aku intropeksi
ini memang teguran untukku,
yang seharusnya sudah bisa membaca
membaca keadaanNya, raut wajahNya
aku terima.
ini ujian mental ku.
you just shut a word and make me down! 
i dont know why my tears was falling out so hard
@my green room-20:10

sakitKu

aku marah...
Kadang ada rasa ingin memberontak, 
ingin membela diri, namun apa arti semuanya? 
Yaa ya memang, aku terima semua ini. Memang begini adanya, 
aku bukan orang bermuka dua, aku selalu bersikap apa adanya.
Kalo sudah jenuh aku merasa muak sekali, 
seharusnya jalan hidup tidak begini!
Namun apa artinya menyesali yg telah lalu, aku harus bisa memahami, toh aku sudah (harus) terbiasa dengan hal ini, untuk apa aku memusingkan hal-hal semacam ini.
Aku yakin, disana masih banyak kebahagian yg bisa diraih :)
@my green room-17:04